I'm really bored at the moment, and haven't got enough sleep. Chatbuddy malik is too busy studying to bother bout anything related to me. Since he wants to be a successful doctor I'll let him be, bothering him won't help and doesn't really help me.
I ate two large pizzas two regular pizzas two ice-cream and one nasi goreng paprik during the absence of my parents. My dad went to Malacca/Melaka/Bandaraya bersejarah and he is gonna be home this afternoon (konon). My mum went to Kucing/Cat Sarawak. I don't know what they're doing they're, but my mun was really fishy when she had the conversation with my dad about going to Kuching.
i) I was at Asiba/mamak then my dad asked mum, where she was going, she said Kuching, when my dad asked for what, she started to act all weird, then give so many reasons so taht my dad would not stay with her til her flight was due. Then my mum and dad acted weird simultaneously, leaving me, with no credit in my phone, to stare at the television (which was off plak). So they whispered and giggled and I was sick to my stomach because i imagined the worse. Then they made jokes about another guy, then i just wanted to leave at the time but my dad oredered more food to stall my efforts.
ii) Then my dad said he was going to Melaka/Malacca/BRB. I don't know why he was there, but I don't think he's gonna be all good and stuff. I sleep at 3 @ 4 in the morning, but somedays my dad still comes back after i fall asleep. So judging by what i hear and my experience waiting for him at home til the omega hours of the night, so one cant really blame me (konon) for expecting the worse.
iii) So im stuck at home, with my friend KA and Kamal then were just a bunch of jolly guys. The night is filled with thick clouds of boredom. Or at least to me it was. *sigh*. Anyway i think somehow i got a cold/fecer because i feel waves of coolness, chills down my arms mostly it also may be just my paranoid mind, but what the hey. I have a sore neck from sleeping in a position which i cant really remember. I dont really remember where or when i slept, but it wasnt that nice a rest.
2 comments:
wow...the story about your parent too made me in somekind of sick condition....
it just that you need to pray a lot especially at tengah2 malam so that your small inside voice will easily be heard by Allah...its not that Allah is not listening during that peak hours/daytime but when you face this kind of problem you need to have major peacefulness, serenity or whatever it calls in your heart and mind...
its good to know that you are a somekind of this 'berjaga'/awake person at night (or should i say nocturnal?). if i were you, i'll grab that oppurtinity of being awake at night praying humbleness to Allah....
May Allah be with u at all time....cheers mate
fak ah pegi neraka...lol
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